bad feelings

   I feel so lost, so empty...I mean, actually, I feel lost and empty since I was born. I feel like I don't have a purpose, like I'm here for nothing.

   I have so many questions, which, by the way, will never get answered. I don't know what I'm doing here, I don't know what to do with my life...I wanted to do something that actually meant something, you know? But it's hard.
   I feel sad 'cause I think we born alone, we live alone and we die alone...it shouldn't be like that, right?
   I don't make any sense. I overthink and that drives me crazy...even simple things like watching a movie or reading a book makes me overthink. I just wanted to turn it off.

Bé Silvestre